Rejection

What's wrong with you?
Can't you feel my desolation?
Totally rejected,
press a button
and I'm ejected from your situation.
I'm hurting so bad,
Can't understand why?
you're sorry,
so I'm not expected to cry.
Build a wall Melissa,
unsympathetically expected to be strong.
It's always your fault!
Was I right? Was I wrong?
Forever pushed away,
When all I want is love.
I detect I don't live up to your expectations.
So why has my glass body shattered into tiny pieces.
I crawl around, trying to pick up the splinters.
When I try to reassemble them
always a fragment is missing.
Each time my soul is battered,
they become less and less,
as if my life really hasn't mattered.
The realisation that I don't know me
becomes confusion and pain,
and no one understands when I insist.
I can never care again..
I don't need this conversation.

Melissa Williams.